It appears I have test anxiety. Many a morning during this summer the morning light and the realization of where I was came as grateful truth. I wasn't sitting at a desk looking down at a test I knew I was incapable of passing. My dream wasn't my reality.
The latest dream in my nightly series comes as a bit of an exotic entry to the usual subjects I find myself before (math, Spanish, etc.) I dreamt that I had to take a 250 question test on the Harry Potter books that like all the others I was destined to fail. The Harry Potter aspect is strange but the essence of this dream has become an all too common theme for me. In many a dream this summer I've found myself anxious and certain of failure even before beginning these tests.
I've never had a dream reoccur so many anxious times. What it all means has been pondered much, answered a little, and laughed at quite a bit as well. Who dreams themselves into taking tests on Harry Potter and not giving themselves abilities to cast spells, play Quidditch or the like?
Just me.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Test Anxiety???
Posted by Chelsey at 7:50 PM
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hey Chel Bell. This is I, Derek Douglas Snarr. I found your blog, too bad it hasn't been written in since August. You're a great writer.
So you can turn your blog pink, but you can't tell a story about it. Interesting. Very, very interesting. ;)
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